I want to share something quite personal with you. It’s a part of my own spiritual journey, which has been constantly evolving over many years.
It all started several months ago. During a guided meditation in a workshop, we were asked to visualize a sacred space – it could be anywhere we wanted. I clearly saw a grassy hilltop next to the sea. The sunshine was gentle but beaming onto me very directly. I recognized this place as Tulum, a site of the Mexican Mayan ruins, although this exact spot was slightly to the right of the ruins.
During the guided meditation, I was asked to create a circle, a sacred space from stones lying nearby and ask permission to enter it. This was given and I saw a golden eagle with his wings stretched out standing right in front of me. Behind me sat a cross-legged Mayan grandmother, silently watching me, smiling very lovingly. The Golden Eagle told me to come to Tulum.
It was an incredibly moving experience and I did not quite know what to make of it all, never having received guidance in this way before. I made some enquiries about getting out there and found it to be quite an expensive trip, not something I could easily find the money for, just like that!
Nevertheless, I absolutely knew I had to go. So the money was found and I booked the trip with just a few weeks notice. The Eagle and the Grandmother appeared to me often over those weeks and I found out that she was preparing me during these meditative sessions which I did every day as I walked in the forest. When it was time to set off, I was a little apprehensive, wondering what would happen.
The first Mayan ruin we visited was Tulum and straight away, I somehow recognized this place, even though I’d never been to Mexico before. There was the spot I had seen in my meditation, and even the white stones were lying around, the ones I had arranged into a circle. But there were people everywhere and it did not seem right for me to sit in meditation with so much tourist activity going on.
I found a quiet spot and received a very clear thank you for coming, but nothing else. No wondrous drop of enlightenment. No earth-shattering piece of knowledge. I must admit, I felt quite confused and a little disappointed. We finished our trip and went back for a quiet afternoon on the beach. However, I felt terrible inside, very unsettled and I couldn’t put my finger on what was wrong at all. I ended up back in our room alone in floods of tears, sobbing uncontrollably. I used almost the whole box of tissues! And suddenly it was all over. The most amazing sense of peace came over me and I felt in an almost bliss state.
It is only looking back at this story that I can begin to make some sense of what was happening. At the time I felt incredibly confused.
You will all know from listening to my work that nature plays a very big part in my world as does light. The next morning, during my morning meditation, I received a beautiful pearl of light into my heart. It was the most exquisite colour – a pale orange colour, opalescent and shimmering, but with a strong light coming from it. This pearl was dropped right into the centre of my heart and my whole being changed. I felt alive with this light like never before – it was absolutely beautiful and again I had an amazing sensation of peace washing right through me.
We were staying in a small cabana on the beach and the dawn sunshine flooded through the windows each morning. The following day, I jumped out of bed with my camera to record this beautiful moment and realized that the pale orange pearl I had received the preceding day was in fact the dawn sun. I’d never thought of the dawn as orange before, only pink, blue and yellow. I was totally stunned.
I sat to think about the dawn and realized that I’d been receiving messages about the dawn for a long time, but had never really seen the significance in it, or tied them all together. It was as if the Universe had to hit me over the head with images of the dawn to make me realize that this is why I am here, to lead people through the dawn of this new age.
There are a few more threads to this story, which I need to explain. On the weekend of the workshop where I’d seen the image of Tulum, I’d offered my spare room to a friend. She was also attending the workshop, which was nearby and she lived a long way away, so it made sense for her to stay with me. She had randomly picked up a book to read on the train called “Serpent of Light 2012” by Drumvalo Melchisedek. I’d never heard of him before, but when I told her about the vision I had had during the workshop, she told me I needed to read the book because it spoke in great detail about the Mayan ruins. So I bought it and couldn’t put it down. In it he mentioned that several of the ruins were linked to the 7 chakras and I was astonished to see that Tulum was linked to the throat chakra.
For at least 15 years, at the time when I was just beginning my Reiki training, I have seen an image of myself with a huge diamond in my throat, beaming light all around the world, like a lighthouse. I’d never truly understood its significance at the time, but assumed I had a big message to get out.
Once I had started this healing work full time 2 years ago, I was amazed that so many people had commented on the healing qualities within my voice itself, something I found very hard to believe.
So here I was, in Tulum, a place linked to the throat chakra, a city which the Mayans had originally called “Dawn” in ancient times. I was also staying in a little cabana where the dawn flooded through the windows and I had received the gift of the pale orange pearl of dawn light into my heart. It finally made sense.
I was lucky enough to hear Drumvalo speak the other day and he mentioned that in order for the ascension to take place, we must learn to live from the heart and move away from living in our minds, where we have been for many thousands of years. He also said that some people, no matter how spiritually advanced they are, just seem unable to enter their heart because of the wounds, traumatic events and hurts they carry in their bodies on a cellular level. Once these are cleared, it paves the way for them to enter their hearts, make the transition to living from the heart instead of living from the mind and ready themselves for ascension.
I know my healing clears these things from people and I have already started to use this dawn light with some of my individual clients with great effect. Suddenly I saw a clear framework for my work, which I had not been aware of before.
I’ve been told before in visions with the Divine Feminine, that I am here to prepare people for their ascension, but it felt too big a claim to make and to be honest, too outrageous to even speak it, but with all of this information taken together, I feel very certain that I this is indeed my role.
I realize that if I have been asked to fulfil this task, it is a disservice not to step forward to help at this very special time.
All the healing meditations I have prepared are just the gateways for you to start to clear your own wounds, no matter how they have showed up in your life. All the main themes are here: relationships, self-esteem, money issues, family history. I will continue to record new healing on all the common themes that arise so I can help as many of you as possible at as low a cost as I can.
And rest assured, in my 1 to 1 work, we get down to your own personal healing, specifically tailored to you.
I hope you feel as excited by this new information as I am.